Date:	2004-07-26 21:46
Subject:	Bleh.
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank

My great-grandma died the last month of school.
Jazmyn died a month after.
Now, my grandfather is in a coma, and he's not going to wake up.

So why don't I feel anything? I sobbed my heart out at the last two; and I don't even remember Jazmyn that well. Now...well...there's nothing. No real desire to care or cry, and that scares me.

Am I turning heartless? I've never been one to grieve long; even with the others, the next day I was alright. But...not even shedding a tear...

Makes me feel horrible.

And all the same, my mind wanders.