little_hawk89 ([info]little_hawk89) wrote,
@ 2004-07-26 21:46:00
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Current mood: blank

Bleh.
My great-grandma died the last month of school.
Jazmyn died a month after.
Now, my grandfather is in a coma, and he's not going to wake up.

So why don't I feel anything? I sobbed my heart out at the last two; and I don't even remember Jazmyn that well. Now...well...there's nothing. No real desire to care or cry, and that scares me.

Am I turning heartless? I've never been one to grieve long; even with the others, the next day I was alright. But...not even shedding a tear...

Makes me feel horrible.

And all the same, my mind wanders.


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[info]ftkrazione
2004-07-29 12:27 pm UTC (link)
My great grandma died about a month ago maybe? I don't remember. I remember I felt slightly sad, I didn't know her really... I mean, everyone dies sooner or later, but it just didn't have that big of an effect on me. I didn't cry at all. *shrugs*

My first funeral, and I didn't cry.

I cried more when my cat was missing for a few days and when my dog died then I did when I found out my great grandma died or even at the funeral. Somethings effect us, some don't. Doesn't make you heartless.

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[info]little_hawk89
2004-07-29 12:57 pm UTC (link)
I luv you Ashley. You're the best. :)

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[info]ftkrazione
2004-07-30 10:51 am UTC (link)
LIES!. :P

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